...and for my own sake, I hate to cut the smile from my own face.
free
goodbye is a new hello
to all the shit you refuse to know
everyday there's a lesson
and nobody listens
until you're forced to let go
just when you think you've figured it out,
passion passes,
glue routine: staring grudgingly down at the dirt of me
the sun that you soak in feels like a burn to me
so it's safe again between the wall and bed
always tired, never rest
lie and eat and fix and...fuck. all these things I thought I dropped
it's all old data in a dead machine,
I'm only denying w...